Is there any way to do that?
No. There is no iOS simulator that runs on Windows, as there is no Xcode that runs on Windows. You need a Mac to properly develop for iOS 
Just purchase yourself a second hand mac or a mac mini. It’s a LOT easier - especially with debugging.
you most use Xcode for emulate IOS and you need a mac physical hardware for xcode
i suggest to you install Hackintosh
I wouldn’t necessarily suggest additional complication with a Hackintosh in a professional environment.
Mac mini’s are around £450 and a lot cheaper on ebay. For a professional setting it’s not gonna be your biggest outlay.
And for home it can double up as a media centre 
i dont want to buy anything apple-related to be honest
I cannot reply to a moral imperative. I offer my best advice with the tools available, it’s up to you what you do with it.